stonedsour's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Enemy In Me There's so much life I've wasted, Living like the rest of the sheep. So much happiness I've only tasted, Depression haunts me craving sleep. I find a treacherous one inside, Nestled deep within cradled near my heart. The demonic form with a new place to hide, Emotion covered in darkness rips me apart. I can't rid myself of this pain, I can't help but lament. It unravels my mind no longer sane, It begins to evoke enjoyment. If you could see the enemy in me, You'd forget me, Hate me. If there was no enemy inside of me, You would cause one. My tolerance is no more. No one can see the skies as I do, All clouds are dark and dreary. No one seems to care what I go through, Their gilded lives make me weary. Nothing compares to this, I trust in only my change. Nothing worse than what I'm in, I can't let anything or anyone bother me. This change in me, A new kind of conflict. Death is the harbinger of change. Nothing ever stays the same. I must allow my evoloution. I must avoid my own tragedy... If you could see the enemy in me, You'd forget me, Hate me. If there was no enemy inside of me, You would cause one. My tolerance is no more. My emotions, In me. Hate, In me. Enemy, In me... 2:16 p.m. - 2004-05-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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